:) glad you’re having a good day!

I’m pretty nervous about life and becoming independent. It seems everybody else has surpassed me and I’m still just trying to figure simple things out. I know envy is the thief of joy, but jfc I feel like I have nothing real going on.

I hope it all pans out because I placed all my eggs in one basket and even though it’s what everybody does, school, sometimes it doesn’t pan out.

Big anxious vibes but I also have a big commitment to uphold and I hope to be the best at what I do when the time comes.

Edit: thank you for asking ❤️

One of our sisters recently had arrived home by way of airplane from some work-related excursion, and it's safe to say it... felt worked out well. But on the other hand, lately, I've been facing difficulties regarding my academic performance for my first semester on this college course I have chosen myself, most ostensibly, due to over-procastinating and adherence to other hobbies on my part; worse, I simply could not fully coherently talk up to one of my blockmates, or even my profs about my problems, out of a small, intimidating fear, even though our NSTP-CTWS one reassured me everything will still be okay, even if my path veers off a bit wrong towards my desired dreams.

Feeling like shit. Sinuses are a mess right now. NyQuil helps, but only for so long.