Bat

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[–] Bat@hexbear.net 18 points 1 month ago (1 children)

dreams, drugs, and suicide mentionHad an awful vivid nightmare last night. I was back in college and staying late on campus for some lab thing when news broke that the US and China declared war on each other and that nuclear strikes were on their way. I sprinted home and was trying to get my car to start so I could go find my sister but it wouldn’t start. I then just kind of wandered out into the streets and found this old man standing by himself. We had a brief conversation and I gave him a hug then the nukes fell. It all felt so real and I like accepted my mortality and that this was the end

Not this exact dream but this scenario of nuclear war is a reoccurring nightmare for me and it all ways feels so vivid and real. I have a couple other really bad vivid reoccurring ones like one where I kill myself and another where I’m attacked and eaten by roaches.

I’ve heard people say that weed gets rid of dreams but I smoke as often as I have money to do so and I still get awful vivid dreams

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 20 points 1 month ago (4 children)

lol I found a typo on wikipedia

Charles II (29 May 1630 – 6 February 1685)[c] was King of Scotland from 1649 until 1651 and King of England, Scotland, and Ireland from the 1660 Restoration of the monarchy until his death in 1995.

I think this is the first time I ever found a blatant typo on wikipedia

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 14 points 1 month ago (1 children)

big bug bite on Bat's butt shatter

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 15 points 1 month ago (1 children)

My lungs are not happy with me, that's okay, I'll still keep smoking that garbage

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 23 points 2 months ago

“The old gender is dying, and the new gender struggles to be born: now is the time of boymodding”

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 8 points 2 months ago (3 children)

getting press-ganged into the village people

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 19 points 2 months ago

dracula-flow getting blown by christ call that the godhead

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 8 points 2 months ago (1 children)

Red Dead Redemption 2 spoilersI've got that Arthur Morgan cough after hitting the vape too much yesterday shatter

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 5 points 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago)

Hell yeah, I’ve got basically the same opinion on those albums except I’d rate Flying Microntonal Banana higher since Rattlesnake was the first gizzard song I heard. Also I didn’t like Sketches the first time I heard it but that album is amazing to listen to while super high so it’s near the top of my list

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 8 points 2 months ago (5 children)

lets-fucking-go lets-fucking-go lets-fucking-go

KGLW is so goated, what’s been your favorite one thus far?

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 8 points 3 months ago (1 children)

All of the cards in Wingspan have amazing art but I think this one is my favorite

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 21 points 3 months ago* (last edited 3 months ago) (1 children)

Every therapist I've ever had has been dogshit

When I told my last therapist about my anxiety she was like "oh why don't you try aroma therapy to calm you down?" MOTHERFUCKER I need assistance leaving my own apartment to go grocery shopping I get so anxious, aroma therapy isn't going to do jack shit

And yeah basically everyone I've ever had has been really disinterested. My last one even ended a session 15 mins early seemingly cause she got bored

My physiologist is okay cause she just gives me meds and we talk like once a month, she still misgenders me and shit so still trash but better than any therapist

Mental health services are a joke in the US

 
 
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