Wearing a black (vegan) leather skirt with a cami and denim jacket tonight. Didn’t think I would become a skirt woman, but here we are.

I really wish I lived in a world where the rizzler was on jimmy fallon. Idk why this is on the mind.

I can't fall asleep for anything tonight, so I'm just laying here trying not to worry about transition stuff. Dysphoria is hitting really hard too. Two hours waiting so far. Also fun to remember how bad I feel when I don't sleep enough.

about a week on prog now and oohhh, i think i'm feeling it now, Mr. Krabs

gonna have to use a less-salty vegan butter substitute next time I make shortbread

Just hyperfocused together a flawless CPC hat and red book :3 The stitching is beautiful and the fabric just happened to be perfectly cut. I hope I’m not too sleepy for Halloween.

I hate how little I can cry

Guitarheads of the trans mega, what is the best way to go about getting an electric guitar when I don't have a lot of money to spend? Also what's the best amp for a beginner?

(I'm interested in electric bass too so if anyone has tips on that, also appreciated.)

Thinking about buying some fairy lights for my room, is aliexpress alright? I don't have experience buying electronics from there so I'm not sure of good strategy to make sure its electrically safe

I keep crushing on girls I see once in class and don't talk to this is fucked

Sent a text expressing my feelings to the girl I like and now I have to wait for a response, which is the worst thing about expressing your love...

God dammit the anxiety. At least it's not as bad as before I transitioned when I sought relationships primarily for validation.

Going places with family is always so confusing, fam always like that cashier/waitress was checking you out or flirting with you were you not interested? is all I can say but even that isn't fair since some of my most spreadsheet/train loving friends got game. I've no clue how to flirt and when confided to friends of my crushes I'm just too subtle.

Does Disco Elysium have therapeutic properties? Does conducting internal monologue to myself in the way Volition talks really help or am I imagining it?

Got myself a wireless keyboard to go along with my wireless mouse, I connected my computer to my tv so here I am typing like a big shot from bed no more typing with the on screen keyboard

My anxiety turned into rage, so today I’ll be alternating between and .

I've developed a habit over the last month or so of getting nauseaus before I take and while taking my meds orally. Unsure why, but its frustrating given the amount I need to take in the morning

i just started playing Fallout London and I hit "female" body type in the character creator and it gave me a male body? wtf this game just clocked me and I got the TERF island treatment

no way warioware was developed by cishet people

I want to be a homemaker. Cooking and cleaning are so fun because I’m in control (of my sense environment, energy expenditure, ideals, interests, etc), making progress of sorts, and alone.

Feeling dsyphoric

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