[-] nullboi@lemmy.world 7 points 2 weeks ago

Needs healing indeed.

[-] nullboi@lemmy.world 37 points 2 weeks ago

Ah yes. BONES

[-] nullboi@lemmy.world 20 points 2 weeks ago

This is such an image.

[-] nullboi@lemmy.world 21 points 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago)

Was going to say the same. Why use plex, when jellyfin exists.

Edit: spelling

[-] nullboi@lemmy.world 14 points 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago)

I have "rm -rf /" tattooed on my left arm. I'm hoping one day I hear someone say "Hey you forgot --no-presrve-root or /*".

Met one guy (my therapist weirdly enough) that knew it was a *nix command. That was pretty cool.

[-] nullboi@lemmy.world 15 points 2 weeks ago

For instance, the great state of Kentucky passed the 'Safer Kentucky Act' which allows police to arrest homeless individuals. So the process is: Homeless > Jail > Homeless > jail > Homeless > jail. Until the fourth time where it becomes a felony.

[-] nullboi@lemmy.world 4 points 2 weeks ago

I'm sitting in the woods. I've been doing methamphetamine. I have not drank water in what feels like a lifetime. We are Yin and Yang.

[-] nullboi@lemmy.world 30 points 2 weeks ago

This was psychic damage.

[-] nullboi@lemmy.world 27 points 2 weeks ago

For fucks sake. I read that and refused to believe people thought that. Humanity continues to disappoint.

Snopes Article

[-] nullboi@lemmy.world 33 points 2 weeks ago

I've never met a linux enthusiast or even a user IRL. So at this point if I ever do, they will achieve best friend status off of that alone.

So strange that an operating system has that affect on me

[-] nullboi@lemmy.world 6 points 2 weeks ago

The amount of conspiracy theories I've heard in the past year or so involve AI in some way.

Yesterday a friend and I were talking and he said the government was using AI to hack his brain.

I don't think a chat bot is going to help that situation.

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submitted 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago) by nullboi@lemmy.world to c/autism@lemmy.world

Like the title says, recovery from alcoholism has been pretty rough. I fucking love drinking, but the amount of times it's gotten me in bad spot is crazy. I haven't been formally diagnosed, but my last therapist was going to refer me because I have several traits of ASD ("high-functioning").

I just can't stand being around people. Like I just can't think around them because the sounds they make and the things they talk about drive me up the wall. Also the fact that "isolation" is a no no in these places, it's all about "community", so having time to myself to gather my sanity is hard to come by.

Not to mention the anxiety of having to talk about myself.

It's forced me to leave programs time after time and now it's all starting to make sense. I know that I can't blame all my problems on ASD (especially if I haven't even been given the diagnosis by someone qualified, and I'm sorry if this offends anyone) and I know that this 100% is on me and not everyone else.

I'm running out of options and I'm starting to think that just living on the street is my only option.

Edit: Also lately, I've been dabbling with methamphetamine. It's like everything I don't want to do is now possible.

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