Oh how I envy you. They say the place is soaked in history
There are pirates as in ideologically cultured anarchists and there are simpletons chasing releases and demanding stuff as if they were entitled to receive it grr
And then morning workout flies out cause I am not going to work out when tired right? I can just do it tomorrow when I will be well rested to get ''best efficiency''
I feel so fucking guilty since a week of skipping it I literally want to cry but I am too tired to do it now
Thing is it is important cause of the trans things and figure you know I have smoll legs I need to carve proportions with sweat and protein uh. I barely can look in the mirror tbh. But just a one good night of sleep
I was always suprisingly calm if I didn't sleep too much. Like everything was slowed down to the comfortable level and I just felt yawn more at peace and chill
But maybe that is more anxiety things. Whatever the reason I was sleep depriving myself casually throrought all the school years because it felt better to be sleep deprived
I really need to limit the words cause you dear goldfishes lol
If everyone doubles it we run out of memory and save everyone
It is very tempting to gather pity points or look at me how I changed points tbh which I just done didn't I ? I guess being simulatenously a victim and slight? abuser isn't easy to separate these events
Finding online communities like reddit and discovering most people aren't major POS and that I am/was one
And before someone says no surely you just exaggarate I have objective evidence from the past which if I said aloud I would get lynched.
It was suprising to discover online that people aren't that bad as the people in my 'hood' and you don't usually need all those complex defenses to appear a hunter and not prey. It really changed a lot
Eu must switch to popcorn economy now or everyone will run out
Avoid fiber like a plague, already
So no to popular fruits and vegetables, no carrots, beets, strawberry, apples
Hmm but also it would be good to actually poop last day before hike so maybe take some pills for that day before for a huge splasshh bbbrrrr
When you return expect to give birth to a shitman
Someone seriously seriously thinks some programming book will make a hacker out of ya
Russia gov lite