Ambii

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[โ€“] Ambii@hexbear.net 17 points 1 week ago

Ill always appreciate your efforts marcie ๐Ÿ™

[โ€“] Ambii@hexbear.net 37 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) (2 children)

haven't really looked at the ikea fanclub instance since i deleted my account a few months ago and it's always nice to get a reminder of why i try to avoid posting there or even just look at it in general.

[โ€“] Ambii@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago) (2 children)

Put on my old grey sweatpants (only a few years old tbh) and

spoilerGODDAMN MY ASS IS FAT

Can't really wear my old clothes anymore IG. estrogen is magic fr

[โ€“] Ambii@hexbear.net 1 points 3 weeks ago

I like to imagine the pokemon world is a fuedal society where the champions are monarchs of their region, the elite four are lords, and the gym leaders are vassals.

A pokemon TTRPG sounds really neat, I'd love to see a version of this idea that incorporates the TCG in some manner. Maybe I'll make it my next godot project.

[โ€“] Ambii@hexbear.net 14 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (3 children)

::: spoiler internalized transphobia(?) Does anyone else feel like they can't fully come out until they can 'prove' themselves? Like for example I can't help but feel like I'm 'not allowed' to ask for my desired pronouns/name from friends or my partner or people in general if I don't first at least get rid of facial hair and at the bare minimum sound like I'm voice training.

[โ€“] Ambii@hexbear.net 2 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

Yes yes yes I need to go back to the big name cuban bakery chain to get some.

[โ€“] Ambii@hexbear.net 5 points 3 weeks ago

Right there with you sis

[โ€“] Ambii@hexbear.net 11 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (1 children)

https://hexbear.net/comment/4794499

You and I actually had a short back and forth about this issue with the book a few months ago.

To be completely honest I'm still very conflicted about the entire chapter regarding subversivism.

I really feel it was a mistake for her to not at least revise this chapter to give it the cultural context it needs.

[โ€“] Ambii@hexbear.net 8 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)
[โ€“] Ambii@hexbear.net 11 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago)

validity and body dysphoriaSome days I still wonder if I'm really trans or if I convinced myself of something something something.

Those same days I struggle to hold back tears as I stare at my own legs and compare them to my girlfriend's and think about how much hair removal I need to pass a vibe check in the mirror.

Such is life ig


In happier news I finished my last session of laser for this round and I'm really happy with the results. Gotta wait a few days or 2 weeks or so to let it grow out and see how it actually looks now so I can get a new referral. Gonna try and see if I can sneak the little hairs between my eyebrows as well as my sideburns in the referral.

[โ€“] Ambii@hexbear.net 30 points 1 month ago

I miss all her reading recs ๐Ÿ˜ž

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