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Ambii
haven't really looked at the ikea fanclub instance since i deleted my account a few months ago and it's always nice to get a reminder of why i try to avoid posting there or even just look at it in general.
Put on my old grey sweatpants (only a few years old tbh) and
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GODDAMN MY ASS IS FAT
Can't really wear my old clothes anymore IG. estrogen is magic fr
I like to imagine the pokemon world is a fuedal society where the champions are monarchs of their region, the elite four are lords, and the gym leaders are vassals.
A pokemon TTRPG sounds really neat, I'd love to see a version of this idea that incorporates the TCG in some manner. Maybe I'll make it my next godot project.
::: spoiler internalized transphobia(?) Does anyone else feel like they can't fully come out until they can 'prove' themselves? Like for example I can't help but feel like I'm 'not allowed' to ask for my desired pronouns/name from friends or my partner or people in general if I don't first at least get rid of facial hair and at the bare minimum sound like I'm voice training.
Yes yes yes I need to go back to the big name cuban bakery chain to get some.
Right there with you sis
https://hexbear.net/comment/4794499
You and I actually had a short back and forth about this issue with the book a few months ago.
To be completely honest I'm still very conflicted about the entire chapter regarding subversivism.
I really feel it was a mistake for her to not at least revise this chapter to give it the cultural context it needs.
validity and body dysphoria
Some days I still wonder if I'm really trans or if I convinced myself of something something something.
Those same days I struggle to hold back tears as I stare at my own legs and compare them to my girlfriend's and think about how much hair removal I need to pass a vibe check in the mirror.
Such is life ig
In happier news I finished my last session of laser for this round and I'm really happy with the results. Gotta wait a few days or 2 weeks or so to let it grow out and see how it actually looks now so I can get a new referral. Gonna try and see if I can sneak the little hairs between my eyebrows as well as my sideburns in the referral.
I miss all her reading recs ๐
Ill always appreciate your efforts marcie ๐