this man is a menace

actually building a lego

Thinking about how Dr K said people are more attracted to each other if they experience emotions together and analyzing my whole life through the lens of empathy. How I rarely am affected the same way by common situations and don’t have common feelings rub off on me. How I don’t know how to show other people how I’m feeling in a recognizable way if I am under the impression there is a common feeling. Basically explaining why being terminally online is easy and socializing in real life is not.

My boss came back from a somatic experiencing thing and I feel like it gave her some kind of soul vision. she reads me so easy...

"It seems like there's something in you that you just need to shed..."

I wonder if she can tell and is just trying to prod me along. It feels weird to have such positive feelings for her because of the power dynamic and yet here I am

fourth lasering done, the doc continues to be surprised by my lack of reaction to pain, little does he know that my spine is tingling the entire time

anyway, the state will sponsor one more go and then I'll have to pay myself...and uhh, i checked the prices lmao no dice with my current monetary situation. Goddamn but i just adore this bullshit system we live under

The fact that I had vegan mac and tofu tonight coupled with the fact that I didn't have any last night makes tonight leagues better than last night.

Oh shit, didn't notice some of the new emotes!

is really cute

I'm probably gonna get a lot of mileage out of

I don't know if I'm gullible or naive, is it childlike wonder/innocence or I'm just dumb I'm middle aged (32) if that helps.

I just had someone I normally respect tell me "I've only seen white people take your position" when I said that I wouldn't cast my vote for genocidal Democrats, were I an American. While they were also claiming that voting for Harris is critical to protecting the American trans community.

I can't even fathom a response to this.

It's a "cuddling with a person who's like a foot taller than me would be really fucking soothing right now ngl" kind of night

in a slump recently. zero spoons. send spoons. feels like the seasonal depression is just a binary switch that got flicked when the weather started to turn lol. i am chronically depressed but it will kick my ass worse during the winter. gonna try do some journalling or something mindful. love all my trans comrades

Is gender euphoria the right term for me when I'm happy that I feel agender? Idk but I feel very happy when I look at the agender flag and think "that me lol"

lets goooo catgirl emojis

think I've found baseline, maybe

My wife stopped listening to Taylor Swift and started listening to Chappell Roan, and my god it's the beginning of a new era

Almost crying today realizing just how far I've already gone. Something happened two years ago that should have signaled me toward transitioning, but I got here eventually 🥹

Obligatory: Best decision of my life :niko-dance:

Think I wanna be Snufkin for Halloween, but, like, slutty

You know, actually, I think it's more like a gender roguelike

Just got my new blow-dryer with a diffuser for curly hair!

Let's see how it performs

I once again posted before journaling. Sorry for venting 😅

::: spoiler gucci gang but it's estrogen

estrogen, estrogen, estrogen, estrogen, estrogen, estrogen, estrogen

I've been playing so much violin I'm getting callouses on my finger tips, it's nice not to hurt as much (they still hurt) but they feel so weird

Oh, it's November, time to change my pfp back

Hmm... Do I still want this BOY as my pfp? Will probably change it again soon...

Edit: hm, yeah, I got another lined up. Stay tuned

who says depression has to be seasonal? it's still 80 degrees here and i feel like shit

Me these past days

Some days I wish I was cis

@Luna@hexbear.net my gender carousel is going brrrrrrrrrrr again

up with trans

Humans are peculiar creatures.