I can say that I was a little dubious about how much I'd use it. I also left portable gaming many years ago. I now have a nice, beefy desktop with a nice 240Hz monitor with good sRGB coverage, and I have a Steam Controller. Why would I want something smaller and weaker?

While it's still obviously weaker from a hardware standpoint, it's nevertheless very capable, and the fact that I don't have to abscond to my computer just to play games and can instead play them on the couch or in bed, the fact that I can put the Deck into sleep mode at a moment's notice, the fact that I can take it on a plane or to another city and still play things from my library, the fact that it's a regular computer underneath and can do anything a Linux-based computer can do—these are all aspects that made me glad I bought it.

I sometimes get buyers remorse, even if just from spending a lot of money on something I really wanted, but I haven't once experienced that with the Deck.