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[–] noctisatrae@beehaw.org 7 points 11 months ago (1 children)

You don’t want to use the monogamous framework of relationship: OK. But, you cannot expect someone to sustain a relationship with you, and satisfy your desires/need if you’re not the only person they’re dating.

The « monogamous » framework is only what you make of it. You want no power imbalances, you want it to be flexible, work on it with your partner. If you don’t feel satisfied in a polygamous couple, then try monogamy without expecting the best, but also the worse.

Just love 😉!

[–] Gaywallet@beehaw.org 5 points 11 months ago (1 children)

you cannot expect someone to sustain a relationship with you, and satisfy your desires/need if you’re not the only person they’re dating

You're welcome to feel however you wish about relationships, but please don't assume how it works for you is how it works for everyone else. Being able to satisfy desires and needs has nothing to do with how many people you are dating, it has to do with matching needs/desires and willingness to fulfill them. Even in relationships which are monogamous, there are many folks who do not get all their needs and desires satisfied by their singular partner and are left wanting or find ways to get those needs filled elsewhere.

I also do not expect to get all of my needs met by one person. No one can do this. In many cases where people believe that they are doing this, they are often in codependent relationships. Humans are meant to be social, with many people, and to get their needs met by many. For example, you may have a friend or partner who is deeply supportive, but does not challenge you and a friend or partner who challenges you but may at times feel a bit less supportive because they challenge you - I would argue both of these are needs at different times for different situations, but it is extremely unlikely that you will find someone who is flexible enough to do both at the right times. In the same way, there are many needs that humans have that we get through our social support networks, and relying on a single person is, in my mind at least, either folly or cognitive dissonance.

try monogamy

I did a single 10 year long monogamous relationship, I was poly before it and poly after. There were many great things about that relationship and I still love her a lot, but monogamy just isn't right for me.

[–] noctisatrae@beehaw.org 7 points 11 months ago* (last edited 11 months ago) (1 children)

You're welcome to feel however you wish about relationships, but please don't assume how it works for you is how it works for everyone else.

Hey sorry but like chill, I just tried to suggest something, it’s not like I’m trying to force something unto you. I apologise if I was mean, just wanted to send some love ❤️

So: You don’t believe that you can be happy in a monogamous relationship but can’t seem to find satisfaction either in a polygamous relationship…. Must be hard, are you like… still missing her?

It’s cliché but… maybe try to sort out your feelings and have a talk with your partners.

EDIT: if you need recommendations of things to do to escape your mind for some time, can help you find games/books/hobbies.

[–] Gaywallet@beehaw.org 6 points 11 months ago* (last edited 11 months ago)

I appreciate the sentiment and sending love. Sorry if I came off a bit bristly.

A few bits of clarification:

  • Polyamory is not polygamy, please use the right language.
  • I don't think it's fair to say I can't find satisfaction in poly relationships. There are many axes in which I am very satisfied with my relationships. It's just that all of my needs aren't being met, which is extremely common in monogamous relationships as well. I was mostly venting about that in my original comment.
  • I have regular conversations with all of my partners, they're well aware of how I feel and all very supportive.
  • I appreciate that you're attempting to help. I get the feeling, however, that you're not super well versed in what being poly entails or the misconceptions that mono folks often have (not to mention outright bigotry in some cases) about being poly.

I'm never opposed to recommendations. What books have captured your interest as of late?