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Accidentally took like 75mg of edibles last night and experienced ego death (hexbear.net)

submitted 1 year ago by EmmaGoldman@hexbear.net to c/chapotraphouse@hexbear.net

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I was locked in place and became infinity and was tortured for like 10,000 years as I saw the last moments before singularity, with rippling interference as the singularity grew and reality shrunk in chunks and waves. Everything stretched thin before me as I saw the undoing of all, and then suddenly I was in my bed with my cat, sticky with dried, melted ice cream cuddled into my arm.

Also I dropped the ice cream and the cat ate it ![powercry-2](https://www.hexbear.net/pictrs/image/35744b38-8b10-4a46-bda9-4393787dde5b.png "emoji powercry-2")

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[-] SpiderFarmer@hexbear.net 17 points 1 year ago

So is this ego death people take drugs for the same thing as the depersonalization that just kinda hits me when I'm sleep deprived or whatever?

[-] cosecantphi@hexbear.net 21 points 1 year ago

Nah, I think it's a different thing. Someone experiencing ego death will be totally unable to interact coherently with the outside world at all.

[-] kristina@hexbear.net 19 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

nah it made me relive ptsd and near death experiences as an impartial observer while also feeling them... not the good vibe that getting a little buzzed gives you

made me feel like i was living in a simulation lmao. if anything its extremely heightened depersonalization and derealization, the stuff i normally have was childs play