[-] lazyneet@programming.dev 4 points 6 days ago

I find myself looking for mtf trans and crossdressing video content the most. Even if it's vanilla, even if real-life traps are flakes, even if the video is only 2 minutes long, for me masturbation has become a get-it-over-with experience until I find a partner again.

[-] lazyneet@programming.dev 13 points 3 weeks ago

I'm traaaaaaaaaaans! Started estradiol and spironolactone last week. They say it takes like 10 days to a month to notice things, and so far I haven't seen a reduction in sex drive or alertness beyond my usual ebb and flow. Hair loss hasn't changed either, but my facial and body hair is thinner and softer, improving the feeling after a shave. Finasteride or dutasteride would do the same thing, but I'm hoping for eventual total feminization if possible. (I'm fine with having a dick, but I'm a bottom so I don't need it.)

I'm fascinated with women's fashion, and my makeup collection now fills a purse. Between Goodwill and Amazon I've accumulated a fairly complete wardrobe. It's mostly slutty stuff of course, and it's always slightly disappointing that I don't yet have titties to fill the tops. I really dig the schoolgirl look. A cosplay set I bought comes with a microskirt that feels like a 26" non-elastic waist (I'm 30", maybe women's size 5 or 6) so the thing rides really high and exposes my junk. UwU I'll be replacing it with a better fit when I go out in public. Hoping to get groped by a stranger on Halloween or something.

[-] lazyneet@programming.dev 21 points 1 month ago

I told my first gf I was bi and she brought over her other boyfriend to tie me up and fuck my ass <3

[-] lazyneet@programming.dev 12 points 1 month ago

Are long-term master/slave dynamics common in the gay community?

[-] lazyneet@programming.dev 40 points 1 month ago

To be the webcam on that netbook <3

[-] lazyneet@programming.dev 16 points 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago)

As a pansexual BDSM bottom I'm always looking for weird things. The thing that stuck out the most to me was the girl that wanted me to kill her. I did not oblige. We were very drunk.

[-] lazyneet@programming.dev 24 points 3 months ago

Cute cute cute, and classy.

Tap for spoilerFor some reason I didn't realize you were trans. This femboy pipeline goes deep.

[-] lazyneet@programming.dev 14 points 3 months ago

I pulled them off to make Unix jewelry

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Xubuntu running cmatrix (programming.dev)
[-] lazyneet@programming.dev 51 points 3 months ago

The sad reality is that when you look at the files being requested, it's usually scrapers looking for exploits.

[-] lazyneet@programming.dev 16 points 3 months ago

I've been using C++ almost daily for the past 7 years and I haven't found a use for shared_ptr, unique_ptr, etc. At what point does one stop being a noob?

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submitted 4 months ago by lazyneet@programming.dev to c/linux@lemmy.ml

It's been a long day and I'm probably not in the best state of mind to be asking this question, but have you guys solved packaging yet?

I want to ship an executable with supporting files in a compressed archive, much like the Windows exe-in-a-zip pattern. I can cross-compile a Win32 C program using MinGW that will always use baseline Win32 functionality, but if I try to build for Linux I run into the whole dependency versioning situation, specifically glibc fixing its symbol version to whichever Linux I happen to be building from at the time. But if I try to static link with musl, the expectation is that everything is static linked, including system libraries that really shouldn't be.

AppImage is in the ballpark of what I'm looking for, and I've heard that Zig works as a compatibility-enhancing frontend if you're compiling C. I'd just like something simple that runs 99% of the time for non-technical end users and isn't bloated with dependencies I can't keep track of. (No containers.) Is this easily achievable?

[-] lazyneet@programming.dev 20 points 7 months ago

A mutually destructive long-term relationship with an aggressively sadistic transwoman who keeps me tied up when I sleep and rapes me multiple times per day, and neither of us have any limits or inhibitions to prevent one from molesting the other at any time, but she dishes out discipline when she deems I deserve it, and the fruits of our love are watered with tears.

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